Sometimes you need to stop and redirect the blame to someone else other than yourself. Blame the person who took you for granted. Blame the person who gave up on you too soon. Blame the person who blamed you for things that weren’t your fault. Blame the friends who allowed themselves to become strangers. Blame those mean family members who never change. Blame those who insist on brining out the worst in you. Even if you had something to do with it, it’s not always all your fault. Sometimes it’s okay to blame other people.
I just want to be me—I just want to be useful and… content. I want to stop wondering if I’ll ever feel whole and just be whole. I want to have a purpose, one that I can look at without feeling like I’m less than I was.
— Eilis O’Neal, The False Princess (via teenager90s)
Alone is all I want to be
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